The Entertainer toy shop from the outside with its shutters down. The windows are lit up and so is the Entertainer sign. There are adverts for new christmas toys in the window.

The Entertainer Shop, Huddersfield

From Michelle Hirst (read by Orla)

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Hello Huddersfield town. I would be here if I could.

I live in Huddersfield and up until about 2 years ago, I used to love meeting with friends in town and also loved walking around shopping. I was always on the go. Working as hard as I could at the Entertainer and then back into town for shopping when I wasnโ€™t. I used to take it all for granted.

Then something changed and I suddenly had no energy amongst other symptoms. I was diagnosed with ME/CFS and now I only have approximately three good days a month. If Iโ€™m honest, itโ€™s not even an hour that Iโ€™m able to last. I use all my energy just getting out of bed in the morning. Iโ€™m mostly housebound.

I miss looking around the shops. I miss walking about. I miss being able to nip to town whenever I felt like it. I miss walking through Kingsgate on my lunch break from work. I miss being able to hold a conversation. I miss being able to walk up to Greenhead park. I never thought there would be a day when I was no longer able to do all the little things.

I grieve for the person I used to be.

I would be here, if I could.

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